Wat THe HeLl

        Mmg sakit ati ble pkre yg kte xnk jdi pd kte tjdi jgk akhirnya.. Ak bkn nk ckp sal ak shj tpi rmai lgi org laen di luar sne.. For me, that's not a big thing that make me so worried. As long as i'm felt comfortable. That ok. BUt today, i felt that i am the stupid one coz i'm believe that i cam manage that thing. I really want to crying but.. i can't do that. I can not be a weak person that someone else can bully at me. Maybe that's the fact, we have to faced it.

     When i with my friend, hang out with them or 'lepak' i  felt that i'm that i'm not alone. I can forget my problem. If can not forget its for all of the time maybe for a live. I'm grateful for that. I know that i'm not alone here. I have my friend. I do not know what they are thinking about me. And i don't want to know what will they talking about me behind me. I don't care.

  I don't think someone can shut up easily. So. think better we just shut up. I know. I remember something. Someone once told me, that we have to respect other person. Maybe their felling. But when i think about that. We have to respect other person felling but there's anyone respect our felling. I think not. I know we have to respect other person. BUt can they do that. REspect fisrt before we respect other.

                                                    
           btw, i don't felt that i'm good today or tomorrow. But i know who i am. I can not make someone likes me. Whatever it is, she or he can make something that they want ,i don't care about that. As long as, you happy and do not interfere my business and my life. Coz i don't like that.

      You know what i'm thinking right now??.. I just want go home.. But i Can't do that. I have to finish my study first. After that, i can go wherever i want go. As long as not here. I don't say that i don't like this place.  I like this place. But something cause make me uncomfortable to live here.

       I hope that i can be the strong person. NOt crying. NOt weak. And sO on. Insya-Allah, i can do that. I know there are someone support behind on me. I have to face it. Although that is a big  or small thing. I can face it.